HOW'S THE HEART?
1. Of Course I Still Love You
Of course I still love you
This house is on fire, I'm painting the walls
No goodbyes were said but so much was lost
It's in the letter, the words I created
This mess that I orchestrated
Brand into shell, that's all I could do?
Tear down the flow, can't defuse the truth
Forget it, and bury it, can't bare it and I get it
I just lost the best of you
Just did declare the death of it
Just to be clear, the death of me
And the universe said no
But I just cannot let go
You know I'll be hеre
Somewherе, somewhen
Of course I still love you
Changing the direction of the train
I need to fix this beating mess of my disgrace
Such hurt is shed, the bloom is dead
For the second chance, don't know what's there
I touched your scars, played with your hair
There was nothing I could say
I held your hands, all I could do was stare
There was nothing I could say
That could have made you stay
And how's the heart, beating there?
Chance we had, guess no more there
There is something I can do
Let me fix me back to you
Build me back to you
Because I still love you
And the universe said no
But I just cannot let go
You know I'll be here
Somewhere, somewhen
It's written in the stars
I promised, there we are
And you know I'll be there
Always, all of my days
You know I love you
Let me fix me back to you
Because I still love you
Let me build me back to you
Of course I still love you
2. In Lieu of Flowers
In lieu of flowers we grow
Death as a peace of mind, I hold these dreams on my own
Let it run away, the serpent's on my fucking back
Spit the venom into my heart to bring the doom back
At curtain call tonight I search for the exit light
Like night after night, oh, will we ever survive?
The fucked up fire in me needs you, the light in me
The valentine in me wants you to reign with me
That little bite on me wants you so dire with
In lieu of flowers I can send myself
With the bloom of the flowers you can send me away
As above, so below
Devotion and hope keep me crawling back to you
Was it triggered right along when we were young?
I refused to see but the light of the sun
Might've pulled a card from a pack that's full of broken hearts
Might've tried too hard, no
Did I ever let you know?
This fucked up mind in me needs your sunlight within
In lieu of flowers I can send myself
With the bloom of the flowers you can send me away
As above, so below
Devotion and hope keep me crawling back to you
In lieu of flowers I can send myself
With the bloom of the flowers you can send me away
As above, so below
Never let go 'cause your world holds the bloom of me
Love as the death of me
Love has the death of me on hold
And in lieu of these flowers
If I, if I just let you go
I can send myself
With the bloom of the flowers you can send me away
As above, so below
Devotion and hope keep me crawling back to you
In lieu of flowers I can send myself
With the bloom of the flowers you can send me away
As above, so below
Never let go
'Cause your world holds the bloom of me
3.Fragile
Dropped down from heaven with broken wings
I tried to patch you back, was named as your king
So happy ever after, or a once about a time?
All I know is you stole this heart of mine
And just dropped it
You do you but I want you to
Keep in mind how I'd die for you
Just drop it
You do you but I want you to
Bear in mind that I'm here for you
It's undeniable and non-survivable
How we got so far to lose it all
The world was in our hands
I left you there to stand
Alone with empty hands
When we were made out of glass
You do you but I want you to
Bear in mind how I'm here for you and acknowledge
The bettеr in you brought in the better in mе
And the best of me shall bring back the best of you
It's undeniable and non-survivable
How we got so far to lose it all
The world was in our hands
I left you there to stand
Alone with empty hands
When we were made out of glass
So much was left unsaid, was left unspoken
Those questions never asked they tore us open
But I can promise you, know that this is true
Hold my hand and see me pull us through
So much was left unsaid, was left unspoken
Those questions never asked they tore us open
But I can promise you, know that this is true
Hold my hand and see me pull us through
It's undeniable and non-survivable
How we got so far to lose it all
The world was in our hands
I left you there to stand
Alone with empty hands
When we were made out of glass
With tiny fragile hands
When we were made out of glass
I'm so sorry, so so sorry, I'm so sorry
It shattered, I gave no chance
When I wasn't there to hold that hand
I wasn't there to hold that hand
4. Anomaly
Who the fuck just pulled that trigger of hell
And pushed me into this well?
Why the hell did I choose to tell
I never knew those words will ring my knells
Waiting for the world to clinch eternal sleep
Waiting for the worst I question what is real
Brace my fucking self, will I ever sleep?
Tired to fight with someone else, will I ever breathe?
I've become that someone else
Fighting for my dream, to become my reality
I can't change the way I feel
Why can't I escape this picture in me
Fucking anomaly stealing my only dream
Left a knife to my reality
Such a total fucking storm it's hysterical
Like a psychosis, I'm starving for a miracle
What the fuck just pulled this lever of hell I wish I knew
And I know fucking nothing, will I ever sleep?
Don't know bloody nothing, will I ever breathe?
Don't know fucking anything
Waiting for my dreams to become my reality
I can't change the way I feel
Why can't I escape this picture in me
Fucking anomaly stealing my only dream
Left a knife to my fucking back
Never bother, why pull that back?
It's such a bleat where we drown when we're down
I kinda need my anomaly
Such a niche where we drown all our dreams
Such keen, my anomaly
I can't change the way I feel
Why can't I escape this picture in me
If things only fell into place
Somehow I could find the change
I can't change the way I feel
I can't escape this prison in me
If things only fell in their place
Somehow I could find my place
With a knife in my fucking back
Never bother to pull that back
Such a niche where we drown all our dreams
Such keen, my anomaly
5. The Sun Still in Me
Back in the midst of my hurricanes
I lost the spirit, I lost the trace
Another battle after battle goes on
To find the battle worth fighting for
Worked, still working on
To bring the flow back, turn it on
To find the sync from the quiet place
To put our heartbeats back in phase
Gone is chase, all attract
Believe in change when there's no turning back
We don't chase, we attract
To put our heartbeats back on track
Feel what is meant to feel (Be real)
Breathe what is left to breathe (You'll heal)
From these feelings like butterflies
That sting like a bee
You're a natural salvation
A medication for mind and soul
Took a sip to know what that is
Taste of kindness, makes fires lit
(Goddamn) This feeling refuses to die
But only wants me to die inside
Because in the end all I know
The sun does shine, yet all alone
Gone is chase, all attract
Believe in change when there's no turning back
We don't chase, we attract
To put our heartbeats back on track
Feel what is meant to feel (Be real)
Breathe what is left to breathe (You'll heal)
From these feelings like butterflies
That sting like a bee
With the sun still in me
Sing this!
We don't chase, we attract
Bring in the change when there's no turning back
We don't chase, we attract
Again with all your heart
We don't chase, we attract
Bring in the change when there's no turning back
We don't chase, we attract
And give it all your fucking heart
Gone is chase, all attract
Believe in change when there's no turning back
If these feelings are butterflies that sting like a bee
You're the honey and flower, the sun still in me
Gone is chase, all attract
Believe in change when there's no turning back
If these feelings are butterflies that sting like a bee
You're the honey and flower, the sun still in me
With the sun still in me
If these feelings are butterflies that sting like a bee
You're the honey and flower, the sun still in me
Again with all my heart
The sun still in me, with the sun still in my heart
If these feelings are butterflies that sting like a bee
You're the honey and flower, the sun still in me
6. Song of Forgotten
I wasted years of thinking giving in
But hey I'm still here
In sickness, in health and in between
I made it to another day
Thank you for everyone who wished for my failure
I salute you for your endless ignorance
Well look at me now and the hell I've been through
In the end you think you knew better?
Who will sing with me the song of forgotten?
Hum the lullaby of lost
Shout out loud the song of mistreated
Hand in hand with one voice to be heard
Sing with me, sing and beliеve
Sing with me, sing and beliеve
You will see their true colour
When your wounds are cut wide open
Who will throw you the rope and who'll despise you
From the top of their judgement
I'm burning the cathedral
That I built with blood on my hands
I'm spreading like wildfire
Walk away with a face of revenge
Who will sing with me the song of forgotten?
Hum the lullaby of lost
Shout out loud the song of mistreated
Hand in hand with one voice to be heard
Sing with me, sing and believe
Shout out loud for everyone who's lost
Until we are free
Sing with me, sing and believe
Sing with me, until we're free
Sing with me, sing and believe
Sing with me, and you will be free
7. Leina
"If I get to paradise before you
I'll save you a seat"
"If I get to paradise before you
I'll save you a seat"
Words so final
Unknown is the will of almighty
There is no air left to breathe
I would give my everything
To rewrite the last verse
"The worst thing in life is not dying"
You said and wiped my tears away
"Leaving behind all the ones you love instead"
Were the last words you said
But here we stand forever hand in hand
Whatever there may come
Our halves of hearts form one
When the day comes and your time runs out
Shadows no longer suppress the light (suppress the light)
Wait for me there, where your home is in my arms
The trees are whispering your name
Wind is telling me how you flew away
And here I wander in this grove of my disbelief
Time has lost its urgency
Place no longer has meaning to me
The unforgivable rule of life
All the good ones they always...
The morning came, you set sail
How am I supposed to...
But here we stand forever hand in hand
Whatever there may come
Our halves of hearts form one
When the day comes and your time runs out
Shadows no longer suppress the light (suppress the light)
Wait for me there, where your home is in my arms
Home is in my arms
Wait for me there where your home is in my arms
The morning came, you set sail
How am I supposed to stay
Morning came, you set sail
I call your name
But here we stand forever hand in hand
Whatever there may come
Our halves of hearts form one
When the day comes
And your time runs out
Shadows no longer suppress the light
Wait for me there, where your home is in my arms
Your home is in my arms
Your home is in my...
I call your name in the evening
I call your name through the night
In the break of the light, 'till the end of my days
I hold the half of our hearts
8. Devotion
At the darkest part you shine the brightest light
For someone you hold the whole world inside
Dropped depression in a heartbeat
I thank you endlessly for everything
So this is for us
The cores of fire, the tender hearts
This is for us
What has become my equilibrium
What a mess made..
You showed me the light I could follow
When I lost my inner Apollo
I'm holding onto everything you said
I'm reaching for the stars where we wrote it
So somewhen we could have it all
From longing into being one
So we die ghosted?
Just close our eyes from all that love?
We die ghosted?
So close to doorstep of our love?
You showed me the light I could follow
When I lost my inner Apollo
I remember every word that you wrote me
The lips of red and all devotion you showed me
From my closet full of skeletons
Discovery take me, where my dreams they belong
Where my dreams they belong
Where my dreams they belong
Now, where my dreams they belong
Don't go, never give it up
Don't leave, let me light it up
We'll fight and we'll fix, we'll succumb to love
And survive the downfalls
Survive the downfalls
We heal the scars tomorrow
I kept holding onto everything you said
I kept reaching for the stars where we wrote it
So somewhen we could have it all
From longing into being one
Grateful for the words that you wrote me
All the compassion you showed me
Somehow I just lost it all
All the equilibrium
All the equilibrium
In our devotion
9. The End We Start From
As the dimming of our light occurred
It's me against the world with a lesson learned
Burned forever underneath the rain
Tore myself apart to give you all that I could give
If forgiveness somehow let me off the hook
I feel my forever would still belong to you
Engraved for something so much more
I bleed for something I could not hold
But maybe all I need is patience and belief
If there's something I could do
Something I could say
Would you still let me know?
Could you tell mе so
Maybe one day we could find thе place
Where our hearts are not supposed to break
Where our hearts are not supposed to break
For the end we start from
Like a miracle sun, a dedicated one
You kissed me the burden and catastrophe
I lost the trust to the process
With scars in the mindset killing all polarity
This is the end we start from
Defy the loss to process
So we can trust the process
To rise back up for the better days
From the end we start from
Maybe one day we could find our place
Where our hearts are not supposed to..
If there's something I could do
Something I could say
Would you still let me know?
Could you tell me so
Maybe one day we could find the place
Where our hearts are not supposed to break
It was really truly something so special
I was only dreaming of
I never lost those feelings, my treasure
Forever I'm here waiting for
And maybe one day we could find our place
Call this loss the end we start from
10. How's the Heart?
How's the heart?
Could you vibe beyond with me?
How’s the heart?
Would you sing this song with me?
Stay there for a moment
Stay there for my sake
Takeaways, the empty streets
I see the bedroom door now slightly peek
And watch the window light up the wall like a tv
Thinking this is all just a dream
Ginger shots and chocolate sweets
The real do not disturb mode on for me
Where all the waterfalls and the mountains seem
So goddamn secondary next to me
How's the heart?
Could you vibe beyond with me?
How's thе heart?
Would you sing this song with me?
Stay therе for a moment
Stay there for my sake
The tunnels never long enough
For holding hands with a doubtful touch
I left a reservation on your bed
Maybe next time was what you said
And trains and planes when they leave
Leave behind our memory
Where holding you so caringly
Was supposed to hold the future for me
How’s the heart?
Could you vibe beyond with me?
How's the heart?
Would you sing this song with me?
Stay there for a moment
Stay there for my sake
How's the heart?
Could you vibe beyond with me?
How's the heart?
Would you sing this song with me?
Stay there for a moment
Mine once was whole
How's the heart?
Mine once was whole
When I could feel yours beat right next to me
11. Only When I'm Breathing
Stand torn, fighting, or die inside
Somehow I guess I've learned to stand my ground
So much distance for this life where
Silence keeps on waving the red flags in this reckoning
I only wish that I wished to let go
This situation has all the control
I cannot take this anymore
The fuck is wrong now?
Stand torn fighting for the peace of mind
Breathe life before this soul will die inside
There's a hole up in the heaven I've been looking up to reach
To find my place and find my remedy
All is said and done but still so much to see
Open up your eyes tonight with me
My life, I miss you, but only when I'm breathing
This heart, still there I can feel it beating
And you know
There's a hole up in the heaven I've been looking up to reach
To find my place and find my remedy
All is said and done but still so much to see
Open up your eyes tonight with me
Guess the heaven is full but the hell's fine for me
So light it up now for the distant dreams
They say that life is just an illusion and that's fine for me
But let's turn it up for the future that's there to be reached
There's a hole up in the heaven I've been looking up to reach
To find my place and find my remedy
All is said and all is done but there is so much more to see
Open up your eyes tonight with me
Looking up to reach
The remedy in me
No dreams, but obstacles are made to fall
We'll pick up the bones and carry on
It's time for the daylight to born open
To never let it break but stay
Looking up to reach
The remedy in me
Never let it break but stay
12. Hennessy
Wouldn't it be nice to skip this chapter of the darkest skies
Wipe the tears that flood our paradise
Balance dopamines and endorphines
And somehow fight back into the light
Take care of what you love before it's history
Said future self when spying on you through memories
Save me from the fall, spare me from the feels
After all, what is king without his queen?
I guess it took too long for things to fall in place
Taking turns with little words of grace
I can't take back my words that kept failing me
Blinded in the world with the loss of reality
Take care of what you love before it's history
Said future self when spying on you through memories
Save me from the fall, spare me from the feels
After all, asunder life hurts so serene
Take care of what you love before it's history
'Cause heavy is the head that wears the crown of broken dreams
Save me from the loss of your hennessy
After all, what is king without his queen?
What is king without his queen?
And I would only die for you
Take a bullet for the truth
'Cause everything that we went through
Was missing only dream come through
I would only die for you
Anything I'd do for you
'Cause everything that we went through
Was missing only dream come through
Take care of what you love before it's history
Said future self when spying on you through memories
Save me from the fall, spare me from the feels
After all, asunder life hurts so serene
Take care of what you love before it's history
'Cause heavy is the head that wears the crown of broken dreams
Save me from the loss of your hennessy
After all, what is king without his queen?
13. Twin Flame
Who flies high will always fall so low
When you know where to place the go
Magnetic, divine, a catalyst for why
I'm stripped from all control
In the search of my soul
I see that subtle light echo in my mind
Oh my twin flame what a near miss we made
Fueled me the flame to develop a change
Distance never kills but silence truly does
Who flies high will always fall so low
Reorientate me, revalidate me
Fail means first attempt in learning
End mеans effort never diеs
It's unconditional how
It's not in the words
Love is in the heart
Oh my twin flame what a near miss we made
Fueled me the flame to develop a change
Distance never kills but silence truly does
Who flies high will always fall so low
But freedom is higher in need than love
And the worst decision of all
Would have been none
I remain as your satellite
Satellite
Oh my twin flame what a near miss we made
Fueled me the flame to develop a change
Distance never kills but silence truly does
Who flies high will always fall so low
But freedom is higher in need than love
Where the worst decision of all is always none
Lost my control but control was resistance
What is left now is filled with silent distance
Emotions led way as my superpower
Turned to a detriment
Turned to a villain, into an emptiness
Where the only way out is through
The only way out is through
YOUR HIGHNESS
1. Leaves
Did you ever really try
To figure out which you said you might
Or only separated our serenades?
Did you ever really try
To figure out what is left inside
Or only saved it for another time?
I cannot save your soul
I cannot watch you go
I cannot save your soul
Oh, how I wish I could just say so
All that we ever fought for
All the love that we fell for
I just cannot fight in every war
To find a way to carry on
I figured out which you said I might
Oh, maybe we could try another lives
Did you ever really find anything that we left behind?
Now could you find the time to say one more goodbye?
Can you still remember
Catching the falling leaves of our tree?
If you could change the day now
Is it one more day away from me
Or one more for me?
All that we ever fought for
All the love that we fell for
I cannot save your soul
I cannot save your soul
Oh, how I wish I could just say so
All that we ever fought for
All the love that we fell for
I just cannot fight in every way
To find a way to carry on
It's all now gone
We lived the life for, we paid the price for
We lived the life for, we paid the price for
We lived the life for, we paid the price for
(It's all now gone)
All that we ever fought for
All the love that we fell for
I cannot save your soul
I cannot save your soul
Oh, how I wish I could just say so
All that we ever fought for
All the love that we fell for
I just cannot fight in every way
To find a way to carry on
2. Drag Me the Rain
If I stay we'll go too far
If I leave you may just close the only door
Leave me lost in this labyrinth of endless streets
I dare you face me with
The kiss of silence, feels so violent
I'm just missing way too much
Please sacrifice my trust
Pardon me for what I've become
This part of me has just begun
Drag me the rain that I've been asking for
That's all that I've been waiting for
Through the hallways of Hell till the entrance of Heaven
All I wish for you is sunny skies
It's just that I don't know how to feel or what to say
But I've never seen your world as clear as day
I'm going nowhеre, not that I don't know
How I'm lost into your eyes
With all your dеmons I just can not fight
Fear is contagious but so is courage
So make it rain with the latter
Care to share it now?
Our eyes, drag me the rain
So now
Drag me the rain that I've been asking for
That's all that I've been waiting for
Through the hallways of Hell till the entrance of Heaven
All I wish for you is sunny skies
Show me the way
Show me the way out, show you control
May this be the day
That it's all there I've been asking for
You bring back memories
And memories bring back devils right here
But the touch of your hand
Is all we need to make it safe for you
3. Nightmares Are Dreams Too
Right here, right now
Nightmares are dreams too
You know the smartest know they know nothing
Idle hands are the devils play things
So what have you really earned to preach
When I ask you nothing at all
If anything misleads it's truth
But mostly all I know of you
Is the less you speak
The more I listen to
Message of hope that's wrapped in sadness
Returned to sender
Different stories with endless glory
Right here right now
I will leave you far behind
Right here right now
I believe the one inside
Broken trust, it's running on fumes
So feed me with something new
Before this is me against myself
Making space for my new mistakes
Message of hope that's wrapped in sadness
Returned to sender
Different stories on endless stories
Prove me wrong
Nightmares are dreams too
Prove me wrong
Nightmares are dreams too
Hey you..
Right here right now
I will leave you far behind
Right here right now
I believe the one inside
It's only lies that I bust in your life
Could you prove me innocent while
It's only life that you chose to disguise
So could you prove me innocent
Doom me, prove me wrong
Nightmares are dreams too
Prove me wrong
Nightmares are dreams too
Nightmares are dreams too
4. Leave out All the Rest
No day to pass without a thought
No dawn to carry new hope
Keep dreaming
Of something so unknown
Keep reaching on
To lose all your control
Hearts on arms with stains
I don't think they still remain
When all I had was the lack of way to say
I know I'd write your history
As you go, just block our victory
Choking your perfection
I've lost my place
It's all my sole affliction
And now it's too late
Let go, leave out all the rest
Let go, leave out all the rest
Inside the part
Reprise of the time
The real part that I lived for
All the beauty to blind the beholder
Pour my heart out, lay my love down
Think you hide me the truth
But I can't see through to you
Day after day I die inside for you
I know I'd write your history
As you go, just block our victory
Choking your perfection
I've lost my place
It's all my sole affliction
And now it's too late
Let go, leave out all the rest
Let go, leave out all the rest
Would you bring me back something
That you broke in two?
Now bring me that something
Yes, I'm looking at you
Like I promised you
This one is highly of
You
It's all my sole affliction
And now it's too late
Let go, leave out all the rest
Let go, leave out all
The only chance to never last
All now what we have
The only chance to never last
Sure I should have known
To let go
Leave out all the rest
Let go
5. Veritas
The days I was the forgotten
In the lack of all tragedy
You set our ships on fire
And watch them burn with me
I just want to feel
Got a bit of reason for all this time
Or maybe in this sadness
The mistake I left alive
You know how much I could just hate you
But in the end my heart obeys you
Crossed the line
Veritas buried in lies
Keep reaching for your love
Save me from this all
Carry me on
Catalyst that will brace my soul
Trapped inside this lust
Useless on tomorrow
If the pages can't be turned
I know, I know the book can't be learned
If I leave you on my reading list (forever)
I know you'll be my mental apocalypse
Crossed the line
Veritas buried in lies
Keep reaching for your love
Save me from this all
Carry me on
Catalyst that will brace my soul
Trapped inside this lust
Useless on tomorrow
Crossed the line
Veritas buried in lies
Keep reaching for your love
Save me from this all
Carry me on
Catalyst that will brace my soul
Trapped inside this lust
Useless on tomorrow
Don't need you to say it to me, don't need you to understand
I just wanna feel like there is something more than what we have
Crossed the line
Veritas buried in lies
Reaching for the love
Useless on tomorrow
6. Tell Me About Yesterday Tomorrow
You and I
The guilt inside
Guess some of this just has to be forgotten
You and I
Demolished the road
That takes us back to start
Reminding now
We fell apart
We were overpowered
Too far apart
For our devour
This fallen heart
Now underpowered
To tell you about yesterday tomorrow
In the reckoning
Heart patched with stains
Then you fill the silence
I was not braced
All the enemies
Will find another day to live
Good old fate
There goes my place
See me, feel me
Sinking into deep
Somehow saved me
From the monster inside of me
I carry the remains
Sprinkle the mistakes
So undressed from all the loyalty
Those moments of silence
Till song of a siren
One hell of a
Hurricane for me
As much as there is this lifetime
To stare in those eyes
For the moment of our returning bloom
You'll be my eternal chapter
The never forgotten
Always the love out of reach
We fell apart
We were overpowered
Too far apart
For our devour
This fallen heart
Now underpowered
To tell you about yesterday tomorrow
We fall apart
Tell me about yesterday tomorrow
Tell me about yesterday tomorrow
Tell me about, tell me about it tomorrow
Tell me about yesterday tomorrow
7. Change of Heart
Colour my life with the chaos and trouble
As we become what we become
You look awake but you look away
We're done with a beat at a time
As we've become what we've become
Only closer to undone
We only die inside
When you break it out
Burn us down to ground
Set ablaze in my soul
And it's done
Take care of us
When memory is all we've become
In this war of attrition
Our free trial ran out
In this war of attrition
Gone is too far in our fight
I never played a game with a full deck
'Cause I sent you all the hearts
Our darkness is different and so it'll be
But let's keep it inside our scars
As we've become what we've become
Only closer to undone
We only die inside
When you break it out
Burn us down to ground
Set ablaze in my soul
And it's done
Take care of us
When memory is all we've become
In this war of attrition
Our free trial ran out
In this war of attrition
Gone is too far in our fight
With eyes closed
Down dethroned
We hear this silent breeze
Go
When you break it out
Burn us down to ground
Set ablaze in my soul
And it's done
Take care of us
When memory is all we've become
In this war of attrition
Our free trial ran out
In this war of attrition
Gone is too far in our fight
Burn us down to ground
Set ablaze within my soul
Maybe you could tell me
Will you take good care
When memory is what we become?
In this war of attrition
Our free trial ran out
In this war of attrition
Gone is too far in our fight
8. Gone for Now
Tried to breathe the love
Valence till the fraud
Tried to take good care
But turned your highness into flaws
Gone for now
What's done for now
My words chose my mistakes
When this life threw you in
Wish things would have been different
(Would have been different)
Sometimes in the end
The silence is my friend
When the world really makes no sense
Tell me, can you taste the difference?
Done for now
Like standing on a landmine
We are one more
Step away from the last one
Gone for now
What I've done with my whole heart
I've turned my heal
To hurt me more
And then I came alive to see
Something truly seemed so different
As you may know, my friend
Our time has come to an end
I keep it quiet to be the loudest in the end
Guess our trust, it's a little different then
Mind is like a parachute
Only works when it's open
With this blocked, with this broken
Show me how much there is to lose
Broken clock is only right twice
Without a heart it's a dead machine
That is not what I fight for
I cannot fix all my flaws
Done for now
Like standing on a landmine
We are one more
Step away from the last one
Gone for now
What I've done with my whole heart
I've turned my heal
To hurt me more
Done for now
Like standing on a landmine
We are one more
Step away from the last one
Gone for now
What I've done with my whole heart
I've turned my heal
To hurt me more
So if sadness is the only emotion
That really holds something to say
Throw me away, throw me away
To build a life to cross our paths again
Gone for now
Throw me away, throw me away
Gone for now
Gone for Now
Tried to breathe the love
Valence till the fraud
Tried to take good care
But turned your highness into flaws
Gone for now
What's done for now
My words chose my mistakes
When this life threw you in
Wish things would have been different
(Would have been different)
Sometimes in the end
The silence is my friend
When the world really makes no sense
Tell me, can you taste the difference?
Done for now
Like standing on a landmine
We are one more
Step away from the last one
Gone for now
What I've done with my whole heart
I've turned my heal
To hurt me more
And then I came alive to see
Something truly seemed so different
As you may know, my friend
Our time has come to an end
I keep it quiet to be the loudest in the end
Guess our trust, it's a little different then
Mind is like a parachute
Only works when it's open
With this blocked, with this broken
Show me how much there is to lose
Broken clock is only right twice
Without a heart it's a dead machine
That is not what I fight for
I cannot fix all my flaws
Done for now
Like standing on a landmine
We are one more
Step away from the last one
Gone for now
What I've done with my whole heart
I've turned my heal
To hurt me more
Done for now
Like standing on a landmine
We are one more
Step away from the last one
Gone for now
What I've done with my whole heart
I've turned my heal
To hurt me more
So if sadness is the only emotion
That really holds something to say
Throw me away, throw me away
To build a life to cross our paths again
Gone for now
Throw me away, throw me away
Gone for now
9. Kings & Queens
Rays of something better
I know will shine here later
Give me turns but no compensation for the worst
I arise, fortified, in my own victory
Much of this just went so south
But that's the spirit
All this thrive for better
You will remember later
Choose your pawns and move it on
The chase is on
Kings and queens we dream we will become
So it seems we hear the checkmate a lot
Every single move so wrong
Castles made of sand, they wash ashore
Horses fall and bishops silence
Not exactly the best equivalence
Keep your rooks, send your knights
I know nothing of what's in sight
Seal my lips, I'm out of time
Leave no choice for my resign
Kings and queens we dream we will become
So it seems we hear the checkmate a lot
Every single move so wrong
Castles made of sand, they wash ashore
Take this missing soul to lost and found
And burn the only bridge down into the ground
Heartbroken, my queen
Rematch with me
Heartbroken, my queen
Rematch with me
Heartbroken, my queen
At least life got me wined and dined
Before it got me fucked like this
Broken, my dreams
Rematch with me
Kings and queens we dream we will become
So it seems we hear the checkmate a lot
Every single move so wrong
Castles made of sand, they wash ashore
Kings and queens we've become
No matter how far, how long
Everything we've built now gone
Castles made of sand, they've washed ashore
10. My Prime of Kneel
This is where the footprints end
This is where the final goodbyes are sent
No need to tell me that you feel sorry
I can read between the lines in the end, so don't worry
Is this the end of everything?
Or maybe just the new beginning
I guess I need to be reborn again
To learn to love with all this heart in my end
Don't wait, time is never right
Don't wait, tides will only rise
Don't wait for everything to be fine
Don't wait, just lеave it all behind
To learn to lovе again
Don't want you to wait for me
Don't need you to stay for me
I'm here to repeat my mistakes
Over and over and over again
I climbed the hardest steps
Reached, finally met
The perfect failure
Where I seem to stand on my own
Oh, my prime of
Oh, my prime of kneel
Don't wait
Don't wait
Don't wait, time is never right
Don't wait, tides will only rise
Don't wait for everything to be fine
Just leave it all behind
Where have the years all now gone by?
Where have I lost all of the signs?
All that I ever used to follow
The road now so dark and full of hollows
Tear after tear all now combined
Where have I lost all of the sight?
I don't want you to wait for me
I don't need you to stay for
My prime of kneel
11. Until We Meet Again
As I'm watching you dance
The time is standing still
I don't deserve this at all
Still you chose to heal me
In your eyes I see my destiny
In your laugh I hear eternity
I know how love always comes with a price
But forever you'll get me for free
Will this be written in your heart?
Forever to be
Remains to be seen
How far should I now go
(Not to hear your voice?)
How far should I try to reach
(Not to lose my choice?)
You are the one
To breathe this life in me
Shakе my destiny
Until we meet again, darling
Wherе the waves are lighter and serene
Where the waves are lighter and serene
Your scent everywhere on my skin
This one of a kind connection
Embrace me, make me plead
Carry the most unique name there is
We screamed for more connection
Skipped all of the affliction
Mesmerised me, you made me weep
In waves both light and serene
Shall that be written in my mind?
Forever to live
No way to leave
Voice like the warmest ocean breeze
Touch, the only one I would keep
Embraced by so much more than love
Now once for all
I realise what I've been searching for
I've been waiting for
I cannot hold back anymore
How far should I now go
(Not to hear your voice?)
How far should I try to reach
(Not to lose my choice?)
You are the one
To breathe this life in me
Shake my destiny
Until we meet again, darling
Where the waves are lighter and serene
Where the waves are lighter and serene
12. Rogues (Bonus Track)
As the circle drains
I'm sitting at the side of the saints and waiting
How soon will you forget
We're supposed to stay apart?
How virtuous is your mind with no mortality in mind?
I set you up this bite of lies that you just cannot hide
Save your fiery
Save your flame
No smoke without a fire
No blame without a name
Just let us live through this
Come whatever may
Let there be flames and rain
At the door of the half life
The time is here right now
Get a grip and ground
For the touch of the better times
Left unspoken
So much left unsaid
Hypocrites and renegades, you face of enemy
The way that I've been running
For this life of my own
If you want to live
Gotta stay alive and stop
Craving for the loss
Masquerades and toss
Now give me one more reason
Come whatever may
Let there be flames and rain
At the door of the half life
The time is here right now
Get a grip and ground
For the touch of the better times
So for a day
You just can't dress for the life you have
But the one you want
You goddamn rogues
With all your double standards will make us die for nothing
Give me one more reason to break
Give me one more reason to wake
Give me something
Give me something
No smoke without a fire
No blame without a name
No will without the desire
No gain without a game
No smoke without a fire
No blame without a name
Will let me fucking die for nothing
Let there be flames and rain
At the door of the half life
The time is here right now
Get a grip and ground
For the touch of the better times
Pour more blood into the water
What have we learned
Of innocence and all this weakness?
Pour more blood into the water
What have we learned
Of innocence and all this weakness?
13. Remembrance (Bonus Track)
Call me your saviour
The one that breathes life into you
Call me the power
The one that brings light for you
Call me the one
Who drags you out from the pitch-black darkness
Call me the one
You cannot live without feeling heartless
Our story's been formed
All I'm asking for more
Is the one last part from you
Do you remember me
And how I used to be?
Protecting you from enemies
So none could kill this dream
Dream of what we had
This could be the vеry last
The one last part of your remеmbrance
Call me the one that will betray you
Call me the traitor
The one who cuts us in two
Call me the forsaker
The one that will abandon you
When I'm truly being myself
You belong somewhere else
Story's been formed
All I'm asking for more
Is the one last part of your remembrance
Do you remember me
And how I used to be?
Protecting you from enemies
So none could kill this dream
Dream of what we had
This could be the very last
The one last part of your remembrance
The one last part of your remembrance
Story's formed
All I'm asking for more
Is your remembrance
14. Calm in My Storm (Bonus Track)
These passing days been piloting
This slowly degrading machine
With more and more of yesterdays
For less of tomorrows to wake
Someone come tell me
What do I get from this all?
Where do I fall?
Where no calm and no storm
Would justify
These dreams to be leaved
Just explain me why
Breathe into mirror for more
Just to stay alive
Beaten forever for more
Just to feel alike
The course is getting lost to see
Such a terrible thing to waste
Forgetting all the bitter memories
Is like a step right on the edge you can't take
Someone come tell me
How did I get all this far?
Like a child in time I'm questioning
What is this madness?
The calm before the storm (The calm before)
'Cause I can't remember
Who brought the coldness
Replaced all of my warmth
Whether the calm, whether the storm
Always keep waiting for more
How can we keep these aligned
With all that we've lost in this time?
Just take me to
Where no calm and no storm
Would justify
These dreams to be leaved
Just explain me why
Breathe into mirror for more
Just to stay alive
Beaten forever for more
Just to feel alike
Get this life (Life)
Let the dreams die inside
Bury every single thing to put at least a stop and hide (Hide)
What is left undone and said
What was made out of calm was for the storm to break
Everybody feels so fucking special
I got a thing, got a lot to prove it
So carve into my stone
The storm inside my calm is only waiting for a mistake
GODSEND
1. Waves of Black
The truth we all hide from
When trapdoor swings out from
Beneath your feet you'll find the
Bottomless free fall
It's nothing superior
We're only inferior
Come hell or high water
There is the greed for more
So tempted to close our eyes
Pretend that we’re safe and sound
But when we are lost
There is no one left for the search of us
THIS IS THE UNIVERSE NOT MADE FOR ME
AND THIS IS THE UNIVERSE, NOT MADE FOR YOU
WE ARE THE PARADOX, WE CAN'T LIVE FOREVER
IN THE WAVES OF BLACK
WHERE THE DEAD WHALES CAN’T WAVE BACK
It's a system of balance
We are disguise of reality
It's a conflict and health
We are friends, we are enemies
But every time I take a look at us
It’s like the wisdom is forbidden in us
We are no reason of creation
But a humiliation
2. The Unifinished Story
I am running but I don't know
What is the price or the way to go
Change me, to find the leak in my soul
My system, the blood is draining in
Come on, down here, align with me
Where every moment is dead to me
I have come a long way
Fought through this, insecure
Tears have drawn this road paved
And stacked with the hearts and shades
BRAND NEW HAVEN, HOLD ME IN YOUR HELL
OH YOU CAN'T KILL THESE DREAMS INSIDE OF ME
MAYBE ALL WE HAVE IS PART OF THE GLORY
THE UNFINISHED STORY WITH NO END
With blue eyes staring brand new sky of silver lines
Forever I now prevail
Maybe we could turn this into heaven
Maybe we could leave out all hell
Now please tell me it was worth the pain
And patch me up from this dead man's opera
3. Devourer
Stuck inside a downward spiral
Out of all this mental disgrace
You're something more
Follow me, I'll show you the early grave
Like a portrait for the diseased
Paint the picture of me
Sitting on a throne of grace
I do not beat my own heart
The only thing here not so vague
We cannot live forever
If you seek for your salvation
All you have is a tribulation
Just hold onto your fucking self
We don't even know ourselves
The mirrors show no permanence
Our house is turning into a grave so
We close the curtains for the change
All vague, are we awake?
When you look back, asking, begging for more
I'm sure you knew that it's all gone wrong
When you are lost and only begging for hope
I'm sure you'll comfort from
Starting a fight, a doom in a mind
Whatever you do, keep begging the skies like
Our humans with no humanity
When you look up, asking "Are we alone?"
I'm sure you know that it's not too far
When you are lost and only begging for rope
I'm sure you'll comfort from
Keeping it tight, the vision in sight
Whatever you do, keep begging the lies might
Give a shit about the reckoning
We hide the certain
Our hearts are the countdown clocks
Just clicking into being done
Our minds are the counters of this
Loneliness, the death will devour
4. Alysia
Did you hear the rumble of the morning rain?
Did I always stay alone, awake, all in vain?
Do you still wait there for me?
As I will 'till the end of our days
I'm not sure I feel all sane
I lack this bitter but it's all the same
There's not much left from me
But the words of this serenade
Do you remember us the way I do?
Do you see the beauty the way I saw in you?
Taste of last kiss, the promise was it bitter?
I'm sure you knew
We had it all
We have it all
And we always will
With coldest heart that's buried deep
My last words in voiceless sound of sleep
I've done, given all my everything
Could you kill the grief and turn this into sweet relief?
Until my last inhale we'll breathe the same air
As we will dance
This one last serenade
Do you remember us the way I do?
Do you see the beauty the way I saw in you?
Taste of last kiss, the promise was it bitter?
I'm sure you knew
We had it all
We have it all
And we always will
Take my hand and hold onto me
As we face the last break of dawn
Together we drift to the unknown
Hold my hand in this one last serenade
Do you remember us the way I do?
Do you see the beauty the way I saw in you?
Taste of last kiss, the promise was it bitter?
I'm sure you knew
We had it all
We have it all
And we always will
Did we run into the hearts of the great unknown?
Did we ever choose to choke in fire?
Did we only hide the truth in the lies and silence?
Take my hand, hold onto me
As we face the sweet relief
5. My Route
This is my route, I've started with loneliness
It's all, well, unknown for the most
With all these bumps as deep as truth that hurts
Twisted with endless turns where
I feel so blindfolded
All dark, every turn
I had a dream of waking up
From all this stored in me, gone, undone
I have no answers, I have no lullabies
Can we just pretend everything is fine?
My route
I've drawn when hopeless
It's all, well, undriven for the most
With all these wounds as deep as truth that hurts
Twisted with endless turns where
I, I had a dream of waking up
All this stored in me, all gone, undone
All dark, every way
I had a dream of waking up
From all this stored in me, gone, undone
I have no answers, I have no lullabies
Can we just pretend this one time
Everything is and will be fine?
Run, route that I've shown
God, I'm still faint
Gas, brake, stuck in my throat
You feel so slow
Could you still show me the way back, my broken road?
Now, will you take me home?
On my route
Paved with all my tears, slippery for the most
With all this love as deep as daggers turn
Twisted with endless turns where
I feel so unguided
All dark, never learn
I had a dream of waking up
From all this stored in me, gone, undone
I have no answers, I have no lullabies
Can we just pretend, can we just pretend?
In a dream of waking up, all gone
Dead memories stored in me, all gone
It's all metaphors, i have no lullabies
And nothing's broken this time
6. Pieces
All hearts in a million pieces
Which is the part we're supposed to follow?
Does it change for you ever?
Do it again, do it again for me
Filling skies with the false denial
What a waste of parallel desire
Oh, you ever, whoever you choose
Turn this into me
You were my sun, you were my
Every step in the darkest story
Came to an end with none of the glory
My angel crush
It's hard to step back from this constant fall
All in my weakness had me carry on
These vilest secrets, there's no more regrets
They came for me and there was no one left to
Speak for me, crush my dreams
Raise your holy fucking grails for
Judgement of the day as you set
The sores for our love
To be the hunter, I've been the hunted
To fight the wars, I've given away my victories
To be the greatest, I've beaten the traitor
To feel like royal, I've surely been on my knees
Crawling in my dreams
Raise your holy fucking grails for
Judgement of the day as you set
The sores for our love
I've been hoping for deliverance
Waiting for the miracle
To restore
Now all yours, my form of breaking
Reformed my shadow, endless mistakes deep in
All yours, fought through my aching
We fought this sorrow
Endless, the stakes wither
7. Ask & You Shall Receive
Right here in the end of my rope
Little lost in my mind, little gone
I left my heavens, left my hells
Because your world got it all wrong
So much I've been dreaming
As much I’ve seen the unseen
In my mind, in my head
I think I know myself too well
But you still cannot seem to know the difference
Your heroes wear capes, it's pushing me away from you all
I can't see the reasons you’ve got so far
If this is the life that you wanted
Let the rain pour down right here
If I was the step where you stumbled
Ask and you shall receive
Your own eyes, save yourself
Your own life, save yourself
The life of all so broken
Can you stand for all that you believe?
Pushed me into this, I know myself too well
You pulled me into this, just spare me
Ask and you shall receive
The god ends here
Don't push me too far
There is the circle of you traitors
I know your hearts bleed fear
As I finally get you out of heaven to visit our hell
But you still cannot seem to know the difference
And all of your gripe is stinking, stay away from me now
I can't see but reasons you lack so far
From swerve of shore to bend of bay
Because the change is here to stay
This is my last compulsion for
Your own eyes, save yourself
Your own life, save yourself
My life of oh so broken
The god ends here
8. August
Goodbye, my sunshine, my love
Such a trait
You rant us, there's no right to choose
Spilled the blood, took a stain in your own book
Across the pages, over the edges
You know the world could do without you
We all know there was more than this
You can't deny you didn't know all that
When pushing someone to the edge
Is oppression, a decision made
It's easy for you to say
You know how some people breathe no more
Try to emphasise, feels so mesmerised
We know how things can go all so wrong
Pray, pray, your emptiness is despicable
Paralysed in your mind
Pushed August away and brought in the fall
Just fuck y'all
As we faced the final sunrise
Never knew this was the last
Goodbye, my sunshine, my love
Given it all, a hurricane
Always part of the history
So goodbye, my sunshine, my love
Let it sink in deeo
Nothing will ever compare
Against the truth, the world does not have your back
There's one new pair of angel wings in heaven
So goodbye, my sunshine, my loe
Just fuck y'all
9. On My Throne
Pouring hours to silence
Cannot find my throne
What did you bring for my doom?
Sleep of a hurricane
Thanks for asking, all is fine
It's just the sound of a time in me
New dawn will bring new flood
I never meant to force my dreams
Can’t push my heart aside
Always painting my mind
With you, new dawn in sight
Roses and droseras
Cards closer to my chest
As I am waiting for you
To show the real numbers
Take a bullet, bullet, bullet to my fucking head
So much wasted time on those bridges
All really to see the day
There's a pretender on my throne
Left behind me
Take this crown, I fall right here
But I don't claim we’re never one and whole
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of grace
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of faith
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of...
I wish that I could say
Now this was meant to be
The cold is real, guess that's all I know
The scars I feel, guess they will not go
Embracing time as I fall in life
Dethrone my presence
Decrown my heart instead
'Cause no more, no long
Thorns feel none if life's so fucking cheap
Take this crown, I fall right here
But I don't claim we’re never one and whole
If that’s all she wrote
Forgive my lack of grace
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of faith
If that’s all she wrote
Forgive my lack of...
I wish that I could say
Now this was meant to be
There's a pretender on my throne
I take a bullet, bullet, bullet to my fucking head
Whenever you cannot run away with me
In the end of our road
You'll put the crown back on my throne
10. White Feather
Counted my failures
Mistakes I've made
Broken promises
Times I've lost my faith
All those empty words
Made no sense to me
Staring down the edge, I see not many enemies
It's getting harder and harder to breathe
Will I keep my head on the surface
As I am waiting for the pieces to fall in
Just to find a little purpose?
To be the one and be the only
To wear this crown of a true facade
I am the one and I'm the only
To stay in the deepest and the darkest
Shades when you're gone
We will stick to this together
Whenever you will see the white feather
And I will treat you like a love without a fade
Nothing will ever compare
Not even close to you, my love
No one will ever make a difference like you do
But you know I just have to let you go now
And it's slowly getting harder and harder to see
I am waiting for the pieces to fall in free
Where we will always walk together
You will see the white feather
It's getting harder and harder to breathe
Won't keep my head on the surface
It's getting harder and harder to feel
This will be my white feather
HEAL
1. Quiet Complaint
In this war of the angels
Like a devil I hold the king's card
Down, taken out
Guards of tongue failed on my watch
It's all fucking lost cause
Now bring in the one last storm
No need for the dagger drawn
Too far from where I belong
Of the times we tied
To the day of our demise
I now bleed this out for you
All the tears we cried
Through the vengeance we defied
Never again to be the same no more
We walked on fire
Inhaled desire
Can you recall
How it burned out in a second
In this memory of the dead I scream this
Quiet complaint
Tearing me down now
I feel none, fucking hypocrite
New dawn bring in the thunder
It's like a rise of an ever grey sun
How long
Will I fight with this single moment
So far
Already frozen from being so cold myself
Of the times we tied
To the day of our demise
I now bleed this out for you
All the tears we cried
Through the vengeance we defied
Never again to be the same no more
We walked on fire
Inhaled desire
Can you recall
How it burned out in a second
In this memory of the dead I scream this
Quiet complaint
No more - please heal me
We walked on fire
Inhaled desire
Can you recall
How it burned out in a second
In this memory of the dead I scream this
Quiet complaint
No more
I want you
Not that far
Please heal me
2. The Last Of Us
We were given all once into our hands
We explored the chances to make it last
We discovered a way to integrate
We stopped, rewinded, repeated everything
Days of glory turning to extinction
Only the strong will survive this fall
Every wave is new until it breaks
They say there'll come the day
There will come the day
Even the last of us will fall
Proud of what we stood for
The day that we will be gone
Proud of we still stand for
This is the last of us
I have prayed for the gods and seven seas
These are the last of us
I sacrificed my love and all my dreams
I have sailed from my safe harbors
Catching trade winds on my sails
And then they say there will come the day
Even the last of us will fall
Proud of what we stood for
The day that we will be gone
Proud of we still stand for
Proud of we still stand for
They say there'll come the day
There will come the day
Even the last of us will fall
Proud of what we stood for
The day that we will be gone
Proud of we still stand for
This is the last of us
We are the haunted, dead or alive
These are the last of us
This is where we stand 'til the end to come
This is the last of us
We are the haunted, dead or alive
These are the last of us
This is where we stand 'til the end to come
Take my hand and we end this one
We, the last of us
3. Architects
Now look what have we done
Built our castles to overcome
The nature of life
All the tears of the sun
Despite the fact we are mortal
Seeking meaning in eternity we fall
Sky is falling on our own land
Still we seek the saviors outside
Sand is pouring through our cold hands
But all we do is we keep up the fight on
Fight on each other
Only victims of our own damn wars
Hatred - how much is evermore
When we're only hanging by a thread so far
The lost time is never found again
So now inhale the devil's breath
Now look where we have come
Lost the picture, the hope is done
The nature of being
All the fear, all the grief
So blind in this one present moment
We forget to praise our entity
The lost time is never found again
So now inhale the devil's breath
Falling hearts pain installed
We are the architects of our own fall
The amount of all this lust
Has killed the honor and the trust
We are living in a world full of this fucking vainglory
No longer guided by the stars
We're only victims of our wars
What's with the sanity
Now find some fucking grace in your fury
Falling hearts pain installed
We are the architects of our own fall
Falling hearts pain installed
We are the architects of our own fall
4. We Form The Broken
You
Already burned down the town of our ghosts
I know
The bridges of our hope they fall
Broken
If you pick up the pieces
Like fallen leaves on the ground
Can you feel my darkness as your sun
If it all goes down to the same old story
Now I know it all
Now I know that all
Is fair in the love and war
This foundation of a solitude
A brick after another brick
Either heaven or hell
Still built to be my haven
Like living in a déjà vu
With everything I see in you
Only a rain on parade
So feel the doom when I'm here with you
If you pick up the pieces
Like fallen leaves on the ground
Can you feel my darkness as your sun
If it all goes down to the same old story
Now I know it all
Now I know that all
Is fair in the love and war
Oh how we fall in these hearts of the ghosts
Oh how we form the broken
I guess the silence is golden if you feel none
Heart of a frozen is easier to hold on
All for the broken
We form the broken now
We form the broken
We form the broken
If you pick up the pieces
Like fallen leaves on the ground
Can you feel my darkness as your sun
If it all goes down to the same old story
Now I know it all
Now I know that all
Is fair in the love and war
Many dreams we've drowned in the past
Many narrow lines never made us last
Together we form the broken
And heal our wings on our own
5. Remnants
Since the day one
It was to become
My path of misery
A fading memory
This time I wrote down
Every single word you said
So that on the edge
I can remember everything
There is truth that lives
There is truth that dies
It was in your hands
Guess you chose your side
It wasn't all for nothing
A grace is to be found
The only shining bright
Is the future we walk no more side by side
Walking blind towards our fate
In the depths of the darkness all is grey
The glimmer light, weak and vague
When you wake up it's all too late
Your life is slipping away
From the playgrounds
To the darkest hours
Where the road is paved
With the acts of hate
Blood will be spilled as you fade away
It is all gone whatever was left to take
As the predator has now become the prey
Silent screams
Cries for hope
No one answers from above
The end of everything
Will be a blessing when you're gone
And no one's missing the life you've stained
Standing scarred bound into our fate
Losing the fight and the mind is made
The final sacrifice is yours but mine to take
As you never stood a single chance against me
Silent screams
Cries for hope
No one answers from above
The end of everything
Will be a blessing when you're gone
And no one's missing the life you've stained
I stand here call me a renegade
Got to love all the mess that you've fucking made
When you never stood a single chance against me
Silent screams
Cries for hope
No one answers from above
The end of everything
Will be a blessing when you're gone
And no one's missing the life you've stained
6. Six Feet Savior
Where did you go now
Where the fuck did you disappear
Now that we need you
A glimpse of heaven right down here
You're all little far from home here
Sorrow - blinded - cruelty
Do we need bloody savior
No more than false fires
Where did you go now why did you disappear
Beg you to spare me
Or crucify me now right here
Now how we live here
How does it make you feel
When all your angels flew away in tears
Or drowned in world of fear
I will never bow to you
Like you will never bleed for me
Rule number one in life
Never be the number two
But the old habits die hard
When you're the bringer of the storm and I am flying above
Six feet - believed to be my savior
No faith choke down on me
I find my intuition
Withering down right here
If I sell you all my sins
I heal, you leave me be
Death my salvation
Do we have a deal
I will never bow to you
Like you will never bleed for me
Second of the rules of life
Never skip the truth of one
But the old habits die hard
7. Times We Had
If we come to face the days
Of falling skies and burning seas
Will you be there holding my hand guiding me
If we come to face the days
Of dying hope and broken dreams
Will you count on me if I will
Guide you through
No matter how far we are
We will always have this life
No matter how far we've come
We will always be connected
The times we had
They'll never come back
Unless we try our best to get rid, to see through our past
Times we had
Guess they only fall down to me
Down to you
As an endless truth
It was clear from start
That I will end up scarred
Like no one here before
You sure will leave a mark
But I will carry my wounds that no one else can see
Asking only question how this life could have been
You are my river – my land
Air that I breathe – the trees that stand
You are the stars – my moon
My everything – the end of me
You are my river
You are my land
The air that I breathe the trees that stand you are the stars
My moon, my endless truth you are my everything the end of me
8. Divinia
I have lost all the signs that I followed
Light in horizon has faded away
Now I'm left without no soul, no companion
Trusting only myself on this very day
Guess I'm a man
Who already blew his shots
Still aiming at all directions
Against every single odd
I have drank from the well of the gods of the lost
And suddenly it seems so clear
Now that I'm leaving alone I will
Forever drift here
All of regrets goddamn meaningless
When I turn the page, when the skin recreates
I have seen the light afar from this darkness
And it shines my steps to the future where my heart is
My heart is where my home is
So can you feel it when
I am leaving and I'm asking you to follow me
I am asking you to follow me
All of my life
I've done my best to beat the rest
But the biggest of all the rivals found within myself
I am leaving and I'm asking you to follow me
I'm asking you to follow me
With everything in my hands
I have never been satisfied
My paradox, oh my path
This is my true paradigm
All of my life
I've done my best to beat the rest
And there is this fucking rival
- myself
My heart is where my home is
So can you feel it
Will you still feel it
9. Requiem Of Our Last Days
In fear
Last chapters of our hope
These are my final words
I've waited evermore
And you were not there for me
In tears
We were Cain and the Snake
We faced these same mistakes
I've waited evermore
This is my one last serenade
A soldier from our past oh father of time
These are my last days
I have more words left than have days
And so I choke in
In grace
My scars grew deep and old
They no more make no sound
This is of the requiem of our century
There's only so much pain
As there is salvation
We seek it through our -
We seek it through our hopes
We fall, we fall out of this grandeur
Lo and behold
Hearts and souls
They will cry evermore
When there is no tomorrow
When we crawl through the times, oh so sour
Alone we face ourselves
The only crestfallen
We're the ones with broken reality
When every morale is built on hypocrisy
Not one - no one
Will ever be writing history
Come and carry me into the night
In the cradle of eve hold me this one last time
No love - no trust
Never together but maybe we’ll meet in hell
I'll take you down
It's like an avalanche
The way you brought it out
Only killed your lonely shouts
There's no more
Your little paradise
You have shown
Every shade of disgrace
This is the world
The only paradigm
Time to rise, time to fall, time to carry on
This is the war
Oh little seraphim
There is only the monolith of solitude
On this hour they declare a war
May love now take back the place
To tie hands from being apart
To become one
Lo and behold
Hearts and souls
They will cry cry so evermore
As we fall down through these skies of no hope
We paint the chapters of our own
When we cry in times of desperation
We have nothing we can heal
Where The Oceans Burn
1. The Greatest Time Of Change
Sin for the sorrow
Scream in a broken heart
In these frail days we keep burning
In darkness without fate
We fade
In this greatest time of change, we keep falling
While this fire inside our hearts burns our wings
In this greatest time of change, we keep falling
All this hollow remains won't fade away
The end has a ghost for you
The end has a ghost for me
As we fall out, we escape
We seek the savior in silent cries
All for nothing, with death aside
We feel forsaken despite the raging fire
Fractured mind, we still fight
Stigmatized we still ignite
In the end of it all, lose the battle
We all fall
We all fall
Our dreams have become dead, our blood has become shed
Our weakness, out of regret, no longer bleeds the core
We all fall
Where you gonna head when the sky is black?
Who you gonna stare with the eyes oil black?
Will we ever see the end of the road?
If you let go, you never know this far in the grounds unknown
If you choose life maybe you'll find the price at the end of the road
Or suffer in the wait for sanctity
Straight out from nowhere
They tear the sun down
In the darkness, in fear
Our night remains
In this greatest time of change, we keep falling
All this hollow remains won't fade away
The end has a ghost for you
The end has a ghost for me
As we fall out, we escape
Run around, your blood runs out
In the darkest of the hours we have become only ghosts
guidance to the home we will never reach again, no salvation
Circle of blood
Life is just freezing right inside of you
Circle of blood
Tears feel so burning right inside of me
Frozen and doomed to walk
Kill the light that would guide us home
Hear their call, the wind, the fire
Tears fall out, in defile
My desire
We heal the fear in shelter
We melt the tears my loved one
We fade and die
Face of hopeless, the eyes of grace I drown in
The end awakes, the last are the words my loved one
We never see home
In this greatest time of change, we keep falling
All this hollow remains won't fade away
The end has a ghost for you
The end has a ghost for me
As we fall out, we escape
In the greatest time of the changes, we're falling
In hollow that won't fade away
This is just a ghost of me, just a ghost of you
Into the wind we fly
2. Valkyrie
We built this fallen bridge
The very first day we met
Never said I did any better
My heart all over the place
Just a remind of days
Will make it burn both ways
Sure as hell we blew it together
With blood all over the face
Since the day I breached through to you
My breath shall burden yours too
Was it for me to take
Only for you to break
Maybe just another way
You my little parasite
Really just to seek me
Maybe fight to live in me
Or just another day
For you my little paranoid
I've lost my mind
In the final fight
We've passed through the final night
Bestowed by the hope of light
Was it for me to take
Only for you to break
Maybe just another way
You my little parasite
Really just to seek me
Maybe fight to live in me
Or just another day
For you my little paranoid
Oh my valkyrie
I'm so lost in my disbelieve
I was so lost in your paranoia,
Your sound, killed your noise
Was it for me to take
Only for you to break
Maybe just another way
You my little parasite
Really just to seek me
Maybe fight to live in me
Or just another day
For you my little paranoid
Was it for me?
Or was it for you?
3. Mortal Paradigm
For once I have stood in trust, in the name of the days been born
May this be the way that I refuse to be the one to fall
Abandoned I faced myself when lost the traces
Bloodstained in front of your face I burn the pages
So what if I will never accept to say it to you
Shall I burn in hell or heaven in the flames of your fury
Last daylight
All the hope that fought went - gone in hell
So empty, cold-hearted human stains
We are doomed to walk alone here
From the moment we are born in
We will fight the field with honor
Our hearts only as cursed as blessed of being mortal
So what if I will never accept to say it to you
Shall I burn in hell or heaven in the flames of your fury
Last daylight
All the hope that fought went - gone in hell
So empty, cold-hearted human stains
So what if I will never accept to say it to you
Shall I burn in hell or heaven in the flames of your fury
Last daylight
All the hope that fought went - gone in hell
So empty, cold-hearted human stains
Nothing will last forever
There is no eternity
And we will never win before losing everything
The wings will guide us home
To the place where we belong
To become everfree
Become dead supreme
Become dead supreme
4. There Will Be Blood
Stop the randomize
Time to prioritize
So lost in this chapter
Locks and seals were broken
Gates of Hell wide open
Greatly to unleash
The emptiness in me
Ripping it through the madness
Living a masquerade
Reality outlined
Blame is for the chosen
Careless heart of frozen
Who felt no shame
On hopeless days
Walk through the darkness
And dance with me
Eyes of perfection staring me
Careful, the traitor will heal
Rise to the madness
Come play with me
Far from the wisdoms of the world
There's no escape in me
Now
There will be blood
The crest of filth and violent cruelty
Has collapsed
Cover the eyes you coward
Nothing for you to see here
On the hands of reduction
Inhale this final breeze
Walk through the darkness
And dance with me
Eyes of perfection staring me
Careful, the traitor will heal
Rise to the madness
Come play with me
Far from the wisdoms of the world
There's no escape in me
There will be blood
I keep running terror
Out of human error
A serpent made of bones
And my head explores
There will be blood
Countless days
Been born again
My hands covered in blood
Daylight goes
My eyes are closed and
I - Know - There will be blood
Circle around soul complete
Misery lays me on knees
My head explodes
I wish your faces
Disintegrated
But they all come back to me
I am crawling in shapeless silence
I will carry my tears to be shed
As the world will carry on - Carry me home
But there will be blood
5. Where The Sinners Crawl
I can smell the fear and weakness
See right through inside your soul
I can dwell in silent secrets
Mirror tell my tale, no more
I've strayed so lost with all this hate
I've lost my faith to make the change
Relentless, I am reachless
We rise, we fall
In hope we carry on
Punch me through the flames
I'm not afraid to die
Watch me burn afar
In this given time until I'm done
When my eyes close
When the silence blindfolds
I will reset the glory in my mind
I can see it in the eyes of redemption
As a devil of the ride
The second when I sought for a shelter
Only found a cage to hide
In the middle of your saints
A demon needs to be chased
I see you try me
As much as nothing left to say
One of the last ones left to save
I see the end has just begun
I kiss you one more last – goodbye
There are reapers and angels drifting to share the way
Right here where the sinners crawl
We fall out of shades, all the desperate ways
Revolve – future as a great unknown
6. Oceans On Fire
Fearful faces
Stranded hearts
Between birth and death we all fall
Heartaches, fatal words cares of the waking world
Come to terms with our days and scars as decorations
Final heartbeats giving in
Lose the battle to flatline in my sweet end of the world
My sweet end of the world
On a day when the thoughts can be found
In a stone and six feet down the ground
Your world will bleed out of blessings
Breathe in
My sweet end of the world
Are we planning to die tonight
Drift nothing learned where the oceans burn
Are we planning to live the night
Or paint the skies with the ashes of the world
Burn
Oh my sweet end of the world
The revelation of desire and the final flame out
Fade out
Are we planning to die tonight
Drift nothing learned where the oceans burn
Are we planning to live the night
Or paint the skies with the ashes of the world
If you're planning to die tonight
We'll hold the skies for a while
Die tonight
Never learn
Live the night
End of the world
If you're planning to die tonight
Don't bloody wait me
You'll bring us a world to breathe
Drift with nothing learned
Live through the night
Grey the skies of the world
Are we planning to die tonight
Drift with nothing learned
Planning to live the night
Grey the skies of the world
Oceans on fire will freeze on the day
We drift to silence in safe
7. Bastard's Seed
Feed it with fire
Seed it to life
Born to witness this life here
Hard not to feel the shame
Shame on you for bringing the sorrow earth down to her knees
In this world of greed uncontrolled, selfishly
Fuel the flames of seed when nothing remains
The victim is stained
Where is your planet b?
Creation on hold now or we will fall
Crash and burn down
You feel no remorse
Buried alive we've torn open
Heart of the earth, so broken
Her sore eyes keep begging for freedom
But your pale hands keep shoveling graves
What have we done with this power
Lost the control of running this breed
This world has overcrowded, paralyzed,
Blinded by the fear and lies
And I cannot believe
How this humanity is withered in bastard's seed
You brought her so much of the hollow
Families the sorrow
With your useless burning greed
Creation on hold now or we will fall
Crash and burn down
You feel no remorse
Buried alive we've torn open
Heart of the earth, so broken
Feed it with fire
Seed it to life
Feed the fire with infinity
But you're bringing in the final destruction
We run out of air
We run out of room
Because of people like you
We run out of air
We run out of room
Until we run out of people like you
We run out of air
Until we run out of people like you
Someday you will open up your eyes and see
This world has overcrowded paralized and blinded
...
Cannot believe still you bastards seed
Someday you will open up your eyes and see
This world has overcrowded paralized and blinded
...
Cannot believe still you bastards seed
8. Ethereal
This vile curiosity consumed her faith
Gone into the wind with the ashes of the agony and sin
This flickering faith she fell
Turn it lose and let the omen burn
This world will keep on changing
But you never learn
Until you never wake up again
Shooting down the odds
Welcome the misfortune
We have learned to swim just by watching you drown
Shooting down the stars
Confined and forsaken
Confined and betrayed
We must fight through this life of our time
And never wake up again
And never wake up again
Destruct
Burn the witchcraft hearts
Restruct
Burn the fractured scars
Ancient power, lies and greed
You selfish, control your breed
Angels holding hands in the world
Soon we'll never wake up again
We will never wake up again
The world is set on fire
We have a thing to save
Save your breathe and your sermon
It's the last thing to ever retain
The world is set on fire
We have a thing to save
Now, you have nothing to say?
Shooting down the odds
Welcome the misfortune
We have learned to swim just by watching you drown
Shooting down the stars
Confined and forsaken
Confined and betrayed
We must fight through this life of our time
And never wake up again
And never wake up again
Just a crest of wave
The justice, a part of what's gone wrong
Running to the outcome
We have nothing to save
Angels keep dancing 'til the end of the days
Playing the same song right 'til the end
And never wake up again
Soon we will never wake up again
9. Perdition
Let the bloody heaven fall
We've already seen it all
In the destruction we've had to rebuild
That's how we've kept the evolving in
Way to go, welcome the fall
Right about to lose it all
None but ourselves are guiding the way
Lighthouse of faith all down from the shame
It's all the same
You keep the change
Depress the darkness
Defile the shadows
A will to find the day
Find the day and we will find the way
Mesmerized,
Paralyzed
Suckers bite their holy blood
Never had a thought where you gather it all our headaches,
Shit storm servants
We have the freedom,
We have the will
Not exactly we're out of the sins
Never ever questionize my eyes
They burn the fire inside
Hide the wings to fly when darkness surrounds
Off the world we'll find our way
Depress the darkness
Defile the shadows
A will to find the day
Find the day and we will find the way
Depress all the darkness
Defile through the shadows
Have a will to find the day
And we'll find the way
Depress the darkness
Defile the shadows
A will to find the day
Find the day and we will find the way
Fly away like a firebird
Run away with the heart oh so hurt
If I let you fly alone will you find the way?
10. Memento Mori
Time is up
Count me out from the rest of the days
You may try to fight the reaper inside of you
Leave you try the wrap of sanity laid on you
Ask your gods what are you going to do
When there is nothing left to lose
I have already wondered enough in the time to be chosen
I'll take it from here on my own
While your heart goes frozen
Questionize your path of sorrow
Keep your laws in your own graves
In the end we all
To the safe we fall
Buried alive by the darkness
Now what you need is what you breathe
Take a look into these eyes
Let me say my last goodbyes
I wanna see the sun falling
So fall in and dream out of sorrow
Never leave me die here hopeless on the grounds
of the holy-hearted suckers of the sorrow and lies behind the suffer
The circle will complete and pass my pain away
Now can you judge my strength here with more ignorance in veins
It's to be chosen when life goes on around here
There is no room for weakness right inside here
You are the reborn
Generation fail
Give me the doctrine of eternal sleep
Bring me the beauty what you can not see
You fucking piece of generation fail
We have no reason to suffer all the pain
In the end we all
To the safe we fall
Buried alive by the darkness
Now what you need is what you breathe
Take a look into these eyes
Let me say my last goodbyes I wanna see the sun falling
So fall in and dream out of sorrow
Never surrender to pain
They say you'll survive
Burn it in your sermon
Freedom of soul
Give me my way to go
Weak upon my heart will die
Cannot go back and rewind my time
All that hate this world gone through
You bought yourself the fucking rules
Just to lie
Just to wait 'til we die
From the love that you break free
Turned into hate can't be prayed free
Tearing our loved ones down
We were soulmates we were one
And I cannot believe it
Face the world as you see it
'Cause we were one until we're done
Soon to be gone
All the love that you gave me
Burns in the heart soon to fail me
Tearing my life came down by force fed lies
On starless skies
Again no longer the pain revolves in me
Never ever wake up in me
Now what we deceived (deceived) in this life that forms us the sorrow (sorrow)
As we wither (wither) paralyzed in our prayers (prayers)
So we receive this choice to bring in the hollow
Still we dream on while you kill our final hope
Never ever wake up in me again
Never ever wake up in me again
LIFEBOUND
1. We Lived like Kings (instrumental)
2. Above All
As the only carriage you follow the lead
Talking shit and everything between
Still you speak about equality
You worthless piece of carrion
Just a bit more of luck with the dick
that you suck and we've seen
Everything out of you so far away from the truth
THE INFAMY OF MAN CAME DOWN ON YOUR
SHOULDERS
WE ARE THE LAST UNDER BURNING SUN TO
GRIM YOUR DEAD UNDONE
THE ONLY GOD AROUND GETS ALL THE DISORDER
WE ARE THE LAST UNDER BURNING SUN
- DON'T NEED TO TEACH ME TO WIN MY SON
WE ARE THE LAST ONE STANDING PROUD
Just so little you knew there are three doors
that separate you from the rest of the world
Fear - fight - for your ego like blind
Call yourself a fucking god, ha?
Remedy came with your second shot
Give me it all show me what you've got
We are the last fucking parasites
Still you envy my suffering
Above all, I'm never coming down
Above you all, I will rise above you all
Above you all, never coming down
Above you all, I will rise above
3. Speed Superstar
Save me from so far away from and
break me when I'm around
take back all that we've got
so we can down unknown
Right?
Break me with single whisper
show me some parallel
behave is something I've got
but you denied to born
HEAR ME NOW
THESE WORDS ALONE
DON'T NEED A REASON
FUCK YOUR SHAIT
WE'RE NOT INSANE
IN THIS KILL OF REGRET
Destroy all that we've got
life's too beautiful
shelter for my answer
wisdom will carry on
and I won't pray for you
I just rather hold my own truth
life shall carry me through
No one gets out here alive
show me some of your mercy
Hear me now words alone
words so loud, hear me now
4. Arcadia
RISING, FROM THE ASHES
OF OUR COMMUNICATION
SEE THE SIGNS
BETWEEN THE LINES
WE ARE A DYING NATION
RISING, FROM THE ASHES
OF OUR COMMUNICATION
SEE THE SIGNS READ
BETWEEN THE LINES
WE ARE A DYING NATION
So god damn sick of,
What we've become
The nation of freedom has turned into
prison under the sun
But I am not done,
fighting against your damage done
Abandon the ship let it
sink down- your responsibility
Fuck your self-righteous pricks and
your useless goddamn philosophies
Kill the diversity
Kill the dream of equality
Let the morons decide and all we
have is this life left behind
We surely end up playing with the loaded guns
Born in hate, raised by the fear,
Preaching for end that is said to be near
Dying – nation
We're still here, standing tall
Dying nation, die alone
So god damn sick of!
5. Castle Ashtray
Hey you, why did you want to show the truth
Life is over with me and you
From these eyes of the clarified
Step aside, one more time you're left behind
Hey you, who the f*ck let you crawl out of me and you
Life ain’t done with me and you
From these eyes of the purified
Step aside, one more time you're the reason why
Dream on while your life goes passing by
Dream on, all those scars I've left behind
Crossed my heart, hope you die, my parasite
Dream on, your castle ashtray
It’s another way of destruction
Digged yourself in misfortune
And you're hollowed
By the shame I gave
I came down on you as one
Gone and lost 'till morning sun
Step aside you're left behind
Dream on while your life goes passing by
Dream on, all those scars I've left behind
Crossed my heart, hope you die, my parasite
Dream on, your castle ashtray
6. Ghost Wounds (instrumental)
7. Scapegoat
Needless to say, nothing compares
giving this life a reason
The shots are equal but the scores ain't tide
It's part of the season
Hate - for – fate
Entertain, what's in my mind for you '
Your blood-lusted fuckin' eyes shattered
you far from home
Embracing the art of your cowardy
I can see beyond, even struck down
I still overlook you
THIS IS A WAR-ZONE
LEFT TO BREED
WE'VE SEEN THE ART
OFYOURCOWARDY
WHAT I'VE BECOME,
YOUR FUCKING DEMOCRACY?
IN A WORLD, WHERE ONLY
THE STRONG SURVIVE
Envy nothingness
My heart is branded for this
Being a scapegoat for no reason
If my life sucks well it's still mine
My profanity has never withered
Embracing the art of your cowardy
I can see beyond, even struck down
I still overlook you
8. Leverage
DESIRE FOR MORE IS NEVER ENOUGH
TOGETHER WE'RE STRONGER
AND NEED YOU ALL
DESIRE FOR MORE, NEVER ENOUGH
This is a storm that reigns in our veins
Adrenaline that's build by the presence
of thé things we live for
And it makes me feel so glad, that
I can see you there
Crowding up the pits, front row, feeling
the spirit even on your own
Raise the glass together as one for our victory
No matter even they raise the walls we will make it
Good to have you brothers around me
Good to have you on this journey
All in the name of the love so complete
All in the - name of the - love complete
9. The Conquerer
Left there with the innocence
Like this one last shot to test my pride
Broken, by your hatred face
Such a scavenger of fame
I'm breaking my hate free of the enemy
And the sanity that breaks my heart
This is my last call to fucking dance for
The arms once risen to your face
I came, I saw, and I conquered it all
Over the seas capsizing it all
I came, I saw, and I conquered it all
I conquered it all
BEEN FALLING DOWN
BEEN DOWN TO GROUND
BEEN DROWNING OUT
STILL MORE THAN YOU EVER WILL BE
- NEVER SHATTERED INTO MY BELIEVES
Heart lost from believe of faith
Now run you're the last one chased
Lighten the shadows of fucking disorder
Fire to warn you I'm taking it over
10. Of Regret, Fear & Forgiveness
I will seek for you until I'm blind
'till I'm purified
Lay my hands on cold, cold ground
Feel the engraved lines
Guess you thought you could play hide and seek
Little you knew that 'till my last heart-f*cking-beat
We will meet, you shall see
I came to search you in the name of the regret
While my life came down from the sky
Like rain to cover your secrets
I swear I'll find you in the name of the revenge
You've played your role as a bait
On death's territory
Let the land of the empire burn
Keep standing by my side
Everything that I'll take they will break
Let the heart of the sacred believers burn
Never thought it would come real
Never thought how disgusted I would feel
Always thought that the heart of the people would know
'bout a fear, regret and forgiveness
I came to search you...
While my life came down from the sky
Like rain to cover your secrets
I swear I'll find you in the name of the revenge
You've played your role as a bait
On death's territory
Pray, pray - there was even hell
Pray, pray - make you wish there was even hell
Make you wish there was even hell
Pray, pray - for one last time
Pray, pray - make you wish there was even hell
After all what we live for
Even the darkest clouds of my life got silver lines
My love
11. We Die like Heroes
This is the part where the story starts
So end the questions and fucking enjoy the ride
The rest is history
Your heart is free, have the courage to follow it
Praise the gift of life, the only life there will ever exist
You will set the fire, that will never be tamed
They will deride and deny you, but you'll never break
Keep reaching higher than before
Always stand proud and tall
Higher the goals, from higher the fall
The only reason to live for
Fear is in, get in the ring
All of a sudden you've lost your grin
Aim your best shot I will shoot my own
Fear is in, get in the ring
All of a sudden you've lost your grin
AIM YOUR BEST SHOTS ALONE,
. I'LL SHOOT MY OWN WITHOUT YOU
ALL OF MY LIFE WITH ARMS OPEN WIDE
I WILL TAKE WHAT IS MINE
LEAVE YOU BEHIND, I RATHER SPEND
MY TIME ALONE UNTIL I'M CONE
Higher the goals, from higher the fall
Live like a king, die like a hero
This is the part where the story comes to an end
This is the part where the story ends
All of my life with arms open wide
I will take what is mine
Gathering the pieces of my life for this
one last precious time
We lived like kings now we die like heroes
Praise the life and learn to let go
RELEVANT ANNIHILATION
1. Darkest Hour
Massacre
Serious mental empire
Generate your life through the lies
And you still walk over
Spread the ache
Black-hearted you will become
One faking truth and denial
Bury the absence to become
Two steps to point so last
No one ever crawled in the name of sense
Last chance to dance in this
In the sense of agony
In the serious mental empire
The presence of the darkest hour
2. Unleash
You're a cancer to me
A coexistence
Fill you with regret
Unleash the disquiety
It's all ripped by the plague
Break your record just listen a second
Hear the story of the fearless glory
The rope hanging around too free
Sufferless equals instant freedom
I will defy
Until you've come through me
Spinning the bottle - can't soulmate but bottom
Trespass my reflection
It's stated so around
It's stated so loud
It's stated down to the ground
Path in the ground
Leading to the unknown
Too far from where it used to be alive
Blame was it here when you came to see
Closing the walls so endlessly
Embracing with my sins
The truth swared the most hated
My life went you never came to see
We broke the glass hand in hand
And those are the hands
The hands that now bleed
3. Pray For Blindness
Bury my lies inside my pain shell
Make you another ripped apart victim
Cover it up - to let go - set 'em all on fire
Bleed to death and torn asunder
Suffer under the black sun
Memories laid six feet under
Another rejection
You'll never pay off
A re-arrangement
In the suffering dimension
Fucking ripped and torned apart asunder
The merciful plague
The judgment of mortal law
Clever of the arrival
No really need to mention
Fed to breathe?
There's your death to bleed
Feed my eyes
The more you feed your personal torment
Bury and deny you
Step aside underneath my eyes
Bury my life into my plague shell
The enlightenment of the chosen
I'm here to fuel the fire
Of your personal torment
So fucking strengthen
Won't see the light of day
Another soul to rip apart and broken
4. Vice Verse
Ripped all apart and
Burned it down to the ground
Failure - traitor - phenomenal dimension
The dice thrown testimony
Build my rest in agony
Single fuckin' tear to cry
To form the lake of death no hide
For my eyes falling
Fuck my torment- don't know how I feel
Fate in my eyes falling down
Praise my life for falling
Fuck your judgment - don't know how I feel
Death in my eyes crawling back
This shit now has been rot
And the guilty one lives with a judge
Filthy - traitor - the lies are undenial
Nothing but your own knowledge
You wish never had gain
You'll throw the hate
I'll catch the fear and rise to loose it all
Failure - total - fucked up consequences
I beg you father to take a part
I rip you down and beat you to the ground
I rip you down and slick your fucking throat